I'm Alli! These blogs are going to explain who I am, what I've been through, and what I look forward to doing in this crazy, wonderful life.
I have been on this earth for 25 years. Within those 25 years, I've experienced alot. I've got married, I've gotten divorced. I've owned a home, I've had a home be foreclosed on, I've had a semi-abusive boyfriend, I got my head on straight and got the eff outta the situation.
The mind is a mysterious thing. I believe it makes you forget some of the truly horrible things that have happened in your life, so you can go on living. Some truly horrible things have happened and after all was said and done, I sat licking my wounds when things finally occured to me.
Now you know how they all say that when you aren't looking for love, it will find you? Mannnn I hate that saying! But boy-o-boy is is true.
Like I had mentioned, I was finally impervious to the whole situation, on men, on marriage, on the whole shabang. I had come to the conclusion that life would be far more fullfilling if I worried about me and myself alone. I had even talked myself out of wanting kids. I went to a psychic which was my last attempt at getting any insight into my future, because odviously I couldn't handle picking one out for myself.
That $25 for Mrs Pauline to look in her magic crystal's was the best money I have ever spent. She looked at me and said...stop online dating, stop trying so hard, you are destined to have children, you are destined to have a family but the person who is meant to be for you will fall onto your lap through mutual friends. I scoffed at the idea when she said it because all my friends and their friends I know and would not date EVER ha-ha. But it gave me the hope I needed.
A few months go by. I cancelled all my online dating handles, and was content being by myself when my brother (who is 17 at the time) says one of his good friends has a brother who is 2 years younger than me, and I should go on a date with him. So I do and we have been dating for almost 7 months and even though I was married before this is the closest I have ever felt towards a human being ever.
He treats me like gold and I do the same for him. I don't know how I lived without this man and I cannot wait to spend forever by his side (so he better hurry up and propose already!!) and I can't wait to start a family with him.
Now that you know my story here is what is currently taking place our life....
My 5,000 lb self starting dragging my butt into a Weight Watcher meeting every Wednesday. After 3 weigh in's I'm happy to announce that I now weigh 3 lbs less and next week I hope to meet my first goal of 5 lbs. My overall goal is to lose 120 lbs and be the weight it shows on my drivers license. I'm sick of being this big!
And the last and final thing I am going to mention on this first blog is in April we are moving from our ghetto fab apartment into a rent to own home close to our friends and family. I could not be more impatient but am going to use this time to gather some new decorations and start saving money to buy new things we need. I've lived on my own since I was 18 so I have everything we need, but it never hurts to upgrade things every once and again. The house we are renting is only $50 than what we are currently paying and it has been newly renovated. I'm hoping the beginning of Feb all the renovations will be complete and we can go in and take pictures that I can post.
New and exciting things are headed our way and I can't wait to share them with everyone!!
Happy Blogging!
